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Saturday, May 11, 2013

Craves

Want to eat 擂茶。 all vegs. Yumyum!

Friday, March 29, 2013

Saturday, October 1, 2011

=D Happy Children's Day!

It's been a pleasant year for me. =) other than a few hiccups now n then, i'm still a happy cheerful, happy go lucky girl! weeee!!! got new cam, new hp, new comp, new coach/longchamp bag,... everything new, except my notti boy.

God will bless me, n look after me de. Been under His care n guidance all these while.
Father's the best! =D

Monday, September 26, 2011

Happy 50th Month Anni! =p


Baobei bought many things for me! He also got me many beautiful clothes, and I like them all! sadly, my wardrobe is filled w too many clothes n all the hangers are used up! awwww...

next month, we'll be attending 2 wedding dinners. sianz. i dont have lotsa gowns to put on. i need to buy them. but the main thing is not abt the money, but where to place them! i have them almost everywhere! even bf's room is filled w my clothes in his wardrobe esp. hohoho!

anw, the year has been smooth-sailing for us. just that maybe i a lil greedy. wahahaha! well, our fate is in God's hands. if it's meant to be, it's meant to be. I know God is controlling our mind too. =x

alright alright. i shldn't be slacking throughout the year le. what shld i do? i shld start learning new stuff.

n mr tan, i m not fierce hor. go n play your game n say i distract when when in fact, i didnt talk to u le hor. play play play.

happy 50th mth anni to u...n me! *muack*

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Happy National Day!

Where did you go on 9 Aug 2011?
In front watching tv?
Squeeze w the crowd to watch fireworks?

wa lau..dont so pathetic la. i went to marina floating there watch live!!!



weeee!!! first time watch live w baobei. somemore at 1st we take all 4 tics to ourselves, but gave one away coz got a man approached us n say his baby son needs a tic. -_-" k lor.

i didnt fall aslp this time round! wasnt hot n stuffy unlike previous venues! not really nice i think. haha. so boring. but w my sweety boy to carry everything for me n cater to my needs, i think it's the best alr. =D

Happy National Day to all!!! eh..to Singapore!

Monday, June 6, 2011

Taiwan! =D

Where did i go to this year? Can you guess?





I suppose you can tell! =D
Lover's bridge... Night Mkts... Public sauna pools...

Of course is Taiwan!!! Shiok!!!

Thursday, March 3, 2011

USS!

Went to Universal Studios Singapore at Resort World there.

The only terrible thing that occurred to me is that the stupid asshole hugged me, making me so uncomfortable!!! Imagine is some indian or what, some chee ko peh hiding inside, n hug me so tight. Even my bf feel lk punching n whacking it lor. it has no right to abuse its "power" n qin1 fan4 anyone lor. zzzz...





but overall, we did enjoy. expensive day spent. hurhurhur...

n know what? i was offered a job in RWS. $2500/mth. but i decline it. i hope it is not a wrong decision. i think i prefer to play n slack ard. =x

The God who has given you the vision will give you victory. Thanks Father.

I will succeed under your care.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

我期待

我期待 有一天我会回来 回到我最初的爱 回到童真的神采

我期待 有一天我会明白 明白人世的至爱 明白原始的情怀    

我情愿分合的无奈 能换来春夜的天籁

我情愿现在与未来 能充满秋凉的爽快

say goodbye say goodbye

前前后后 迂迂回回地试探

say goodbye say goodbye

昂首阔步 不留一丝遗憾

Monday, December 27, 2010

Gatherings!

Looking forward to my sec n jc gatherings since it's approaching the end of the year.
Last gatherings before 2010 comes to an end!

baobei's working hard while i'm still slacking in front of the comp.
Suppose to wake up early to have lunch with mum n cousin at restaurant but i'm just to lazy.

i've had a real lazy 2010 overall!

oh holy shiitt!

buden i received alot of flowers this year.


Hope I can always have flowers to take pic w. Beautify me even more. wahahaha! =X

Sunday, December 26, 2010

xmas!

Xmas season has been fun!

xmas eve headed to baobei's side.
xmas exchange,playing with the younger ones,watch tv n supper w his family.

on xmas itself,watched Gulliver's Travel w his sec sch fwen + gf.
nice show!
only hiccups is baobei actually left the tics at home n his dad took a cab down instead to deliver the tics.
luckily,the ad is near 30mins long!

after show,we took many pics,slack ard n chat til it's time to go home.


on boxing day,we watched a comedy musical show.
nice!so funny n lame.
we've enjoyed it alot! =)

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

muacks!!!

Just want to tell baobei, I love you!

Thanks for the meals u've cooked with me.
Thanks for cycling me around too!
Thanks for everything!

though i always bully u, u still treat me very sweet!
help me alot of things n pamper me.

love you much much! =p

Thursday, October 28, 2010

rotting..

meeting my boy everyday.

for dinner,shopping,slacking.

staying overnite at each other's house whenever we can.
meantime while waiting for him to end work,i'm always rotting at home.
sianz.then cook myself food for lunch,watch tv...

hmmm...meeting my fwens on sunday.
fwen's baby 1 mth bday le.then gathering at nite to eat MOF.

as for sat,we're heading to sentosa! =D happy happy.

but the sad thing is we've spent away all the money for this month.
waiting for my nxt mth's allowance.so pathetic.only enough for me to travel n buy simple grocery.

Monday, September 20, 2010

so happy in love! =p

every moment spent with my boy.
to work,after work,dinner,use comp,watch tv,sleep...
weekend,go out,hang ard,eat,loiter,watch movie,...

this morning,he woke up earlier,used fb accs,bathe,wash pots,etc,n cooked!
then woke me up n our brunch is ready!!! =D

I woke up to brush teeth,eat with him,n back to slp again!!!
haha.i'm such a pig!!!
then at abt 6plus pm,i woke up agn,n out for dinner with him n family.

we wanted to go to ding tai feng,ticks on our food dishes,ready for our turn.
but there isnt much of my food,so we headed to thai express instead.
of coz it's my suggestion.hurhur.

so we ended up ordering so many of my yummy food!!! =D
had a sumptuous dinner!

hand hold hand,we loitered ard bishan,while my family went home.
we also bought choco cake to eat.

mooncake festival's coming!
have alr eaten so many moon cakes!from riz calton n marina mandarin hotel.
want durian mooncakes but have been eating that for all the mooncake festivals,
so i tell baobei say we shall buy the real durians! *salivating*

baobei baobei!!!
work hard wor! *muack*

bto flats so expensive.haiz.anyone gona sponsor? =x

Thursday, June 24, 2010

kbox!

i lied on someone's shoulder recently..quite comfy.missing it..but he's nt my bf...

我觉得最快乐的时光是能无时无刻与心爱的人靠着他的肩,一同欢唱,。。。^_^


kbox gt the $8 nett promotion.but onli few hrs.so pathetic. spent $13 in the end to sing from 9pm to 2am. -_-"

anw,i went with kin n another twins n another ger.
sing sing sing.so long didnt sing alr.
we sang at ehub.i tink not advisable to sing there.service so terrible. =x

anw,here's one song the melody quite catchy.

只为爱上你
词:蓝小邪
曲:杨子朴
编曲:吕绍淳

如果说这世界 不够完美不够好
一定是在等我们 亲手给它变得美好
就像爱 看起来 会那么少 一定是
一定是在等我们 亲手给它变得美好
一定是在等我们 亲手给它变得美好

在等我们一起勇敢的寻找一起找到
一片片落叶 为开出个花园
手牵手捱过整个冬天

每只蝴蝶 为了飞
为了翩翩起舞 先做一个茧
最美海岸线 总是要很蜿蜒

才足够让人忘返流连
你的身边 要不是
比天边还遥远 勇气怎么出现

当我终于住进你的心里
分享同一个世界
身后错过痛过漫长情节
都变甜美

只有我了解 这幸福感觉
美得值得去付出一切
能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你
美得值得去付出一切
美得值得去付出一切

感谢我每滴眼泪
只有你明白 我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变

请你继续温柔 交换我 灿烂笑容
请你继续温柔 交换我 灿烂笑容

Yeh 爱上你有多幸运
像是天使的礼物
我们不要辜负这幸福 一定要更加幸福
像是天使的礼物
像是天使的礼物

如果爱 真的是 那么的少
我们就
一起守护我们得来不易的爱不被打扰

一片片落叶 为开出个花园
手牵手捱过整个冬天
每只蝴蝶 为了飞 为了翩翩起舞
先做一个茧




最美海岸线 总是要很蜿蜒
才足够让人忘返流连
你的身边 要不是 比天边还遥远
勇气怎么出现

当你终于走到我的面前
完成所有的画面
就算苦辣酸甜尝过一遍
只剩喜悦

只有我了解这幸福感觉
美得值得去付出一切
能够遇见你 认识你 喜欢你 爱上你
感谢我每滴眼泪
只有你明白我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变
请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容 一天一天
到永远那一天

像是大雨过后晴朗的天 宽阔而耀眼
像是大雨过后晴朗的天 宽阔而耀眼

往回看每兜一个圈
每一条迂回的曲线
都是为爱上你必须留的伏线

只有我了解这幸福感觉
美得值得去付出一切
能够遇见你 认识你 喜欢你 爱上你
感谢我每滴眼泪
只有你明白我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变
请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容 一天一天
到永远那一天

Monday, May 10, 2010

prelim...exams..

i manage to pass all my prelim papers! =)

n now is my exam period..

sad to say that i spend time writing the correct answer to the question,
took 2pages to attain my 25 marks.
then i gt so much time left,n i tot i derive the wrong one,
n i CANCELLED the entire page n state "please ignore this page",
when i later come to realise that YES, MY ANS WAS CORRECT!!!

haiz.so means i lost 25marks for no reason alr. =(


anw,i lent my micro book to a stranger.
n sad to hear,chances that he'll return me is slim.
he sad he'll return to mi this weekend,but he didnt.
great.

bf told me: never help strangers.but i tot he said he needed it to photocopy to teach his tuition students.how i know he ran away with it.

but i told him,got stranger lend mi his piano books what.

i shall learn not to trust strangers easily.

get his full name,etc,then consult my bf,then lend him.

Friday, April 30, 2010

sad to hear... sad to see..

was reading news at yahoo site.
happen to come across this pretty girl committing suicide news.
so sad to know abt that.
that went to her blog to find out more abt her.

life is so fragile.
knew she was planning it.
she's been pondering over it whether or not for mths.
everything in life was an act.
but who activated the button?
who caused her life to shut down?

is it you? is it him? who?
she's from a CHIJ school i supposed.had some common fwens,
but i never knew her existence.

it doesnt matter anymore.
she's gone.away with the wind.
a painful death-running from reality.
a decision made,not instantly.
carefully thought,implemented days ago.

haiz.now she knows the pple who care for her.
hope she'll be doing fine in God's arm.
(i dont think suicidals go to heaven.but oh well.
she's a rather good girl,so everything can be offset.)

take care, mel toh..

Monday, April 26, 2010

1000 days anniversary!


we had our 1000days anniversary few days back! =D
so fast! to think that we got to know each other, til being tgt,
n now..1000days together!!!

oh well,boy...
quickly earn your money..as much as u can,n faster marry me!
i cant wait to leave my hse.

i wanted to go back to jurong hse to stay,
but it's rented out for years!

i dislk staying here.
w all the creatueres!!
i want to free myself of all the unnecessary troubles.
no privacy.things stolen.etc...

i want to draw a clear cut line with the rest of the family.

when r u gg to earn your $500,000 to buy me a hse too?
when when when?

*waiting*

oh boy! how i wish my constant helpings to outsiders,
will eventually be rewarded with a huge house..somewhere..somehow..
i'm not kaypos.i just helped pple naturally.even when they haven spoken.
maybe soon,i'll see myself walking to my own luxurious hse..one day..perhaps.


alright.shall stop dreaming.

love you my precious!!!

Thursday, April 1, 2010

I want to hit my 1st $10K for this year!

maybe no deciding to travel this year.
save money.
duno save for what when i dont like to spend unnecessarily.
haha.

closed down many of my bank accounts.
all consolidate into one lousy posb.
haha.
money faster multiply!

irritating elder sis selling insurance.
snatch away my job.
earn alr more than $4k from her pharmacy job still not enough.
idiot.
stealing my rice bowl for nearly 2 years somemore. -_-

still can look at private condos etc.
of course la.
couple more than $6k or smthg lidat,cant stay in hdb what.
hope she'll never find a bf/husband.geee...

it's gona rain soon.
been slping for at least FIFTEEN HOURS a day.
the remaining 9hours are precious.
bathe,cook,eat,watch tv.
time to study?ehhh..always procrastinating.
gosh!

When sch starts,i'm gg be in deep shit!haha!

God bless me!

let's look forward to Good Friday.

dont be fooled on April's Day! =)


TO THOSE PEOPLE WHOSE BDAY FALLS TODAY:

YOUR BIRTH ITSELF IS A JOKE!!!

Monday, March 29, 2010

marriage.

Why Do People Get Married?
by RickyT in Relationships, October 13, 2007
(http://socyberty.com/relationships/why-do-people-get-married/)

People marry to get company that they would not get if they were single. Nobody wants to return to an empty home, which is what happens if you do not marry. Isolation can be killing. Studies have shown that isolation can be harmful to health as heavy smoking or drinking.

It is only in the movies that bachelors look young and carefree. If you see men who are single, after the age of 28 or so, you will find that they look older and more worn out than married persons of the same age. Scores of studies done in North America and Western Europe shows that married people enjoy better health than singles. They also live longer.



sian.when am i gg to get married?
til i strike a $2m toto?
got myself a better catch? =x


went to the library today,
got myself a free "the art of dating" book,
n realise it's stacks of blank paper.hurhur.


how to get rich then?hmm...
if i'm having my holidays,
shld i work to accumulate more money,
build up my wealth,
or go on a travel with my savings?
i've got $1400 on hand now.
when will i save up to $10k?
if i cant hit it this year,i hope i can hit $20k by next yr end when i start working.

a 2nd hand car costs abt $30k.
excluding insurance,coe,parking,other car-related expenses.
if i can barely afford a car (though i know there's something call a loan so i need not pay full sum),
how to get a house?
what i mean is with the wealth i'll have accumulated til age erm...26?
haha.
living expenses is so high.esp when i've to pay everything myself.
oh man...
i've to think of idea alr. (since i'm self-proclaimed creative).
but i'm full of ideas,no sponsorship.
n ALWAYS in years down the road,i saw the invention/creation of my idea.
wondering if ever anyone's out there to eavesdrop on my thinkings/sayings.
wahaha!


anw,just now,baobei got me a pair of shoes!
i choose de.he likes to satisfy my impulsive buyings. =x
n i gave him $6(lak = luck).wish him all the best for tmr!

alright.bet i'll be slping til 2pm again as usual.

adios~ *wave*