sad to hear... sad to see..

was reading news at yahoo site.
happen to come across this pretty girl committing suicide news.
so sad to know abt that.
that went to her blog to find out more abt her.

life is so fragile.
knew she was planning it.
she's been pondering over it whether or not for mths.
everything in life was an act.
but who activated the button?
who caused her life to shut down?

is it you? is it him? who?
she's from a CHIJ school i supposed.had some common fwens,
but i never knew her existence.

it doesnt matter anymore.
she's gone.away with the wind.
a painful death-running from reality.
a decision made,not instantly.
carefully thought,implemented days ago.

haiz.now she knows the pple who care for her.
hope she'll be doing fine in God's arm.
(i dont think suicidals go to heaven.but oh well.
she's a rather good girl,so everything can be offset.)

take care, mel toh..

1000 days anniversary!

we had our 1000days anniversary few days back! =D
so fast! to think that we got to know each other, til being tgt,
n now..1000days together!!!

oh well,boy...
quickly earn your money..as much as u can,n faster marry me!
i cant wait to leave my hse.

i wanted to go back to jurong hse to stay,
but it's rented out for years!

i dislk staying here.
w all the creatueres!!
i want to free myself of all the unnecessary troubles.
no privacy.things stolen.etc...

i want to draw a clear cut line with the rest of the family.

when r u gg to earn your $500,000 to buy me a hse too?
when when when?

*waiting*

oh boy! how i wish my constant helpings to outsiders,
will eventually be rewarded with a huge house..somewhere..somehow..
i'm not kaypos.i just helped pple naturally.even when they haven spoken.
maybe soon,i'll see myself walking to my own luxurious hse..one day..perhaps.

alright.shall stop dreaming.

love you my precious!!!

I want to hit my 1st $10K for this year!

maybe no deciding to travel this year.
save money.
duno save for what when i dont like to spend unnecessarily.
haha.

closed down many of my bank accounts.
all consolidate into one lousy posb.
haha.
money faster multiply!

irritating elder sis selling insurance.
snatch away my job.
earn alr more than $4k from her pharmacy job still not enough.
idiot.
stealing my rice bowl for nearly 2 years somemore. -_-

still can look at private condos etc.
of course la.
couple more than $6k or smthg lidat,cant stay in hdb what.
hope she'll never find a bf/husband.geee...

it's gona rain soon.
been slping for at least FIFTEEN HOURS a day.
the remaining 9hours are precious.
bathe,cook,eat,watch tv.
time to study?ehhh..always procrastinating.
gosh!

When sch starts,i'm gg be in deep shit!haha!

God bless me!

let's look forward to Good Friday.

dont be fooled on April's Day! =)

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TO THOSE PEOPLE WHOSE BDAY FALLS TODAY:

YOUR BIRTH ITSELF IS A JOKE!!!